It’s the third night.
No matter how hard I try to get some sleep,
No matter how cool I set my room with the dim light,
No matter how comfortable I arrange my bed where I lie down,
No matter how many times the prayer I say before I close my eyes,
No matter how many times my mouth has yawned,
No matter how many times I try to create many kind of stories in my head until the stories stuck without ending,
I still can’t sleep.
My eyes are still wide opened.
And my mind’s still here, can’t go anywhere higher.
Ah… this is the thing people says as insomnia.
I didn’t know it can be this hard and torturing, not only my body but also for my soul.
With this anxious feels, miserable minds, no wonder people can be stressed easily. How can the body can rest peacefully with that.
But, why I could be like this? Nothing happens, particularly. It’s really nothing.When my minds were full with problems to solve, even I, with my own strength, can control my mind to be at ease when the night comes. And get some sleep then.But now, I even more confused because this empty mind can drive me into this state.Lord, please help me, hold my soul like the time after time before, so I can see the bright sun tomorrow with the fresh mind and healthy body.Bantulah hamba untuk tidur dengan nyenyak Ya Allah…